ruijie

TRUE

2009-10-18T23:44:00.003+08:00

it's simply touching to receive handmade gifts,
thanks 面包超人， becca Lim.

CALLEOCHOBOYS

2009-10-16T00:31:00.003+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: HOME - MICHAEL BUBLE

It's a day, or rather two, past 14th,
which makes me 18.
Nothing spectacular being that age,
but just with a far bit more of responsibilities on my shoulders.

Chalet had been awesome,
though some Aholes couldn't make it.
Drinking night was as per normal,
with things going crazy, wild,
and some parts going awfully wrong.
Damn, it's hard to not keep in mind what happened.

On a side note, Jerren Chua's regaining his throne on Saturday.
Finally King Jerren's back from China, which he should not have gone in the first place!
Khatib is a little too peaceful for my liking with his absence, so thank God!

But well, with his return,
the vacation would be close to it end.
School would resume, and that would mean getting busy.
Sigh...
Okay, let's look on the bright side.
At least I've Lua to disturb in class!

Alright, guess I've to end here.
Ciao!

My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

PEDAL TO THE METAL

2009-10-01T00:20:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED:RUNAWAY - LOVE THEFT

Just a little update,
it's been a long week since I last posted.

Staying awake,trying to fight off the drowsiness,
just to catch soccer matches
and of course,hoping for the very best,
is the routine I've every night now.

Lady luck has been relatively nice to me for these past weeks,
blessing me with small winnings,
and yes, I'm satisfied.

Anyway, worked in this Italian restaurant two days back,
pay was acceptable,
but it was hell loads of work.
Serving customers wasn't all that simple,
especially with it being a fine dinning restaurant,
I'd to be efficient and careful.

What makes it worse was the arrogant people there.
So what if your rich?
I can dine there if I want, and I won't throw my weight around then,
so screw off.

Alright, on a far brighter note,
I'm chatting with King Jerren on IM at the moment.
It's been roughly a month since I've seen him in person,
and this is very strange,
cos normally, we meet up almost every single day!

Apparently, he's doing fine there,
although he's suffering due to lower living standards,
he's still not dead!
Damn!

Well, it's bout time that I turn in,
so tata!

I'm gonna pack my bags, and never look back.
Run a parallel line with the railroad tracks,
and make my get away.

2009-09-23T13:40:00.000+08:00

swell swell swell,
will you be a big foot?

IT'S ON THE HOUSE

2009-09-19T01:05:00.014+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: PRETTY WINGS - MAXWELL

As promised, I'm back to this mundane page,
writing every bit of what I've gone through in the last....month, or so.
Okay, well, not every single detail, but you get what I mean, do you?

I took a break from posting in August,
to fully prepare for my semester exam,
but, who can believe that.
I did prepare, and yeah, was pretty slip shot,
and I rather not talk bout it.

As always, I'll disappear from the buzzling tiny red dot, Singapore,
and go on a trip to take my mind of any woe, and distress.
This time round, I popped by our neighboring country,Malaysia, with Edmund and Fats.

All was good, except for the crappy nights where Fats got high.

DAY 1
Alright, first stop was to Malacca.
The trip there was short, comfortable,
but then, met with an accident.
Who the hell would have thought our coach would collide with other vehicles, and hit the barrier?
And yes, it was in Singapore, and not even past the international border.

Okay, skipping that.
Arrived in Malacca, met up with James the KING and his two friends,
JJ & Cavin and headed over to the highly overrated chicken rice balls.
If you've not seen what how that looks like, here's a photo.

the rice BALLS, sized perfectly for you to place it in your mouth ;)

Much of the day was spent chilling out in the hotel room,
catching up with stories that were left untold,
with dinner following, Lok Lok.

Lok Lok is a local delicacy there,

with it being much like steamboat, but with a curry or penut sause base.

DAY 2
The next day was a lot on Jonker street,
a food heaven, with shops along the aisles selling souvenirs, toys and clothing.
Pak Putra, a northern Indian restaurant was our first stop at Jonker.
It served one of the best, if not the most delicious Tandoori chicken and Naans I've tasted.

It's a must try there!

Sadly I only have two thumbs, so two thumbs up!

Since we're at Jonker, we gave the packed night market a go.
Deric was the happiest guy of the day,
spending his money like water on food and clothes.
And afterall, it's somewhere foreign and interesting for us,
we did not let the moment past and snapped some photos at the famous Geographers' Cafe.

Sped back to the hotel,
and turned it for the night.

DAY 3
Slept on the 2 hours journey back to Klang,
with Deric excited bout getting his "Hotplate Ninja" Roller Coaster during the pit stop.
Lazed at James's Crib the moment we got there since we were all worn out from Jonker last night.
And guess what, i took a photo when Fats was sleeping.
Check it out!

that was how lethargic he was.

Rest of the day, or rather night was spent with he guys in Klang,
on Texas poker.
Apparently, Edmund and Willy has the poker face.
Deric, on the other hand, is an ass, throwing in chips like there's no tomorrow.

DAY 4
As James had school the next day, the three of us left for KL in the evening,
checking in to a suite, which was awfully cheap, huge, but a little rundown for my preference.
It was pretty old school, with the top level as the Lobby, and the rooms below.
Every level was named a street in the standard set of monopoly,
and we were in Oxford street.

After settling our baggage, we left for the famous China town.
FYI, the China town in KL isn't anyhow the same as the one in Singapore.
It's not populated with elders, Jerren.
Neither is the place full of Chinese.
It was more like Little India which Chinese buildings and Chinese food.
The majority of the storekeepers for souvenirs and clothing were Indians,
and locals seldom patronize such place.
However, maybe due to our laid back dressing.
We weren't spotted as tourist, and the storekeeper did not bug us.
No photos were taken, as the camera man, was too engross with the gifts,
and of course, food!

DAY 5
This was largely the most exhausting day in the whole trip.
Got out of our rooms at 2.30pm, due to us wanting to catch the very little bit of some monster show on television.
First, we headed down to the first level,
and check out some stuff.

can you spot anything?

That's right, real lifed penguins in our Hotel.
Wait, its penguin now, since there's only one left.
Who could believe that, damn, this is weird.

We left Berjaya Time Square soon after that.
Edmund needed a haircut, and he settled for a creative director hair cut, and a little dying at Michael & Guys there.

However, learning that his "makeover" process would last bout 2 hours,
Deric and I were turned off, as we had to wait and rot.
I took the very chance for a hair wash,facial and styling, whereas Fats slacked there.

I kind of like it, even though I'd never planned that it would turn out this way.

2 hours past slowly,
but nevertheless, it still past.
Next, was the highlight of the day.
Time Square's Theme Park, right smacked in the center of the building.
Jarwee and I went there in April, and we lacked the courage to try.
There, this was the time.

After going for the first ride, we were already a little freaked out,
not knowning what to expect next.
However, the next few were not up to expectations.
The crazy roller coaster was fast, thrilling,
but its journey was way too short.
Thus, we spent the rest of the time smashing into each other at the Bumper Car Arena.

We left the place at 9pm,
with James calling to check where we were.
He was at our hotel lobby, waiting for us for poker.
And there we were, without dinner and snacks for the game later.
Deric went and got us dinner, whereas Eddy and I went to GRAB 5 bottles of Tiger.

Poker was madness, as it lased the whole night till 6am.
Song, was the biggest winner, with RM70 extra in his pocket that lucky.
Lucky him.

DAY 6
The most boring day of all.
Had lunch with William, Jon and Song before we left for more shopping.
However, when reaching the Golden Triangle, we were too tired to shop,
and instead decided to catch a movie, UP!
I know, I know, we are lagging behind!
Had dinner after that, and left for airport.
Flying back on budget planes was way better than coach, since it hell loads faster.

The funniest thing was that we spent much more time at the Singapore's duty free,
then on board the plane!
And it was all Deric's gold hair that landed us in trouble, luckily,
the security checks couldn't find any prohibited items in our baggage.
Home Sweet Home after that.

Actually, it was pretty tough for me there, with not much of internet access,
which means no Messenger! So damn, i missed JT, V, and of course 圆圆头！

I know it's a relatively wordly post,
but it's all over!

BACK

2009-09-17T00:55:00.002+08:00

I know its way past the end of August,
but I do need some time to compile my photos and get my life right back on track.
The past few weeks have been fantastic, yet horrendous at certain points.
I'll be back sometime this week to do a catch up with you guys

TAKE A BREAK

2009-08-11T01:03:00.000+08:00

Won't be back till end of August!

A-Z

2009-07-30T23:00:00.002+08:00

This is mainly due to boredom.

Let's begin.

A. ANETTE LUI
) Do you love this person? Of course, she's my ah neh!
2) Is this person your enemy? Nah, she's enjoyable to be with...
3) Is this person taller than you? If I was, I need a hole to hide in badly.

B. Brandon FUZZZZZ
1) What do you really think of this person? Retarded Cheena boy
2) What’s their favourite color? Black, since he's so tan
3) Ever danced with them? Yeap, we dance, we sing, we do anything under the sun

C. CYNTHIA LIM
1) Do you like this person? No, cos she has Mike, and doesn't wants to hang out with KG anymore
2) Where did you meet this person? Secondary school
3) How old is she/he? 18 and dying soon

D. DERIC EDWIN LIM FENG CHUUUUUN
1)How well do you know him/her? Very well, he's my bloody neighbor who is so freaking noisy when girls come over!
2)Is there anyone you know that he/she is interested in? Yeap, Cynthia lim
3)Any chance of dating him/her? Yes, since he's rich and he can pay for anything!

E. EDMUND LEE HAN SAN
1) How u know this person? Appeared under my window when I was bout 5, and we became best friends.
2) Worst thing about this person? His height
3) Best thing about this person? His optimistic brain

F. Faith Chen Shanjie
1) Have you ever dated this person? Nah, tried asking. But apparently, she preferred Khairul
2) When is the next time you will see him/her? When she decides to be a nice friend and ask me out.
3) Do you go to school with them? No, i went to school to look for her today though.

G. Guan Hao Choooooooooo
1) Is he/she a good listener? Good, cos he's spastic and hardly have a mind, therefore he listens and doesn't grumble.
2) Have you ever lived with this person? Yes, in Bintan where he showered with Jerren!
3) Is this person nice? Nice! cos apparently that's his favorite word

H. Huiling the AP
1) What year are they in? 1991
2) Is he/she your best friend? No, she's best friends with the Lord, so I come second.
3) Ever done something illegal with this person? Is going to church counted?

I. Isabelle Quek Huiling
1) What is this person’s favourite food? Jian Wei
2) Where did you meet this person? OPSS
3) Do you trust them? Not as much as Jian Wei does, since she doesn't call me anymore!

J. Jerren Chua
1) Do they have any siblings? Many brothers, and I'm one of them
2) Do you know their favourite song? Lemon Tree, cos that's the only song he knows.
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you? Say, haojee likeee

K. Kathleen Loo
1) How old were you when you first met ? 15
2) How did you meet? Ex School mate
3) Ever danced with this person? Yeah, danced in bed. I'm just joking!

L. Loon Chern Kit Nigel
1) What would you do if you had never met this person? I would be richer, but a good friend less
2) Do you like him/her? Yes
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person? Yes, only if he invites the whole loony toon gang along.

M. Man ting
1) Is this person older than you? Yes, and she's balding already.
2) Is this person single? I guess so, she's a Man.
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week? Quite often, I like to bombard her on MSN.

N. Nash
1) Is this person your boyfriend/girlfriend? No, he's gay.
2) Have you seen this person cry? Yes, when I kicked him in the face.
3) Do you know this person’s middle name? Makoto

O. Olivia
1) Are you related? Friends
2) Could you live with this person? Nope, she's more messy than me
3) Do you believe this person is gay? I don't know, she seems like though.

P. Pok Shermin Pok
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person? Yes, She wanted to visit her friends in Cold Storage at the Non-halal section
2) How about a sleepover with them? Nope, she prefers to do it with Zen.
3) Does this person have a job? Professional chicken.

Q. Qun Qun Shak
1) Does this person drink alcohol? Yes, he takes medicine with alchol.
2) Have you seen this person dance? Yes, in the ocean, with the other sharks.
3) Where do they work? Salesman

R. Rebeccca Lim
1) Have you heard this person sing? Yes, only with the lord
2) Do you think this person will repost this? Yes, probably posting it with her church mates.
3) Whats one thing you would change about this person? Her religion.

S. Shannnnon
1) Is this person taller than you? No!
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her? Not that bad, cos he's weeeee hian
3) Do they live close to you? just a 20 minute cycle from my place.

T. Toh Teee Siong
1) Would you do anything for him/her? Yes, only if he barks like a puppy
2) Have you been to his/her house? Once, to get his neighbor's flip flops!
3) Is this person a dipshit? Quite so, since he's hanging out with haojee now.

U.
1) Is this person in a relationship?
2) Do you know where she lives?
3) What colour hair does this person have?

V. Victorial Lee
1) Do you see this person alot? Quite abit, except when she's in some dark area.
2) When did you meet her/him? Little India
3) Is this person your friend? Yes,my best Indian friend

W. William Woon
1) Is this person quiet or loud? Loud only when he's high
2) Name a friend that both of you have?Cheong Beng Kiong
3) What color eyes does this person have? Dark brown

X. Xing Xia
1) Why are you friends with him/her? Cos Myint had a crush on her, and shanoooon and guan....hmmm...
2) Have you ever gone anywhere with him/her? Just once, Pub.
3) What is one thing you would change about him/her? Her feelings for Myint.

Y. Yong wei
1) Does this person wear make-up? No, he isn't Cynthia.
2) Does this person play any instruments? Yes, guitar... I mean, guitar hero.
3) What is his/her favourite sport? Any ball games. He loves balls

Z. Zen LUA YONG LING
1) Does this person have MSN? Yes, with his very very weird email address
2) Ever gone shopping with him/her? No, he's too rich and doesn't want to shop with me.
3) Does this person have any special skills? Yes, reading my mind. He says what Im thinking of.

There you have it!

INNOVA

2009-07-28T00:17:00.003+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: HERE WE GO AGAIN - DEMI LOVATO

Was such a coincidence bumping into Charlotte today during my day at NYP.
Finally had the chance to speak/facebook with her,
and got to gossip bout IJC and how our current colleges suck.

Being so,
it reminded me of the good times in IJC and 0826C.

good old times.

no one will buy our innocence.

GOOD TIMES

2009-07-22T00:19:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: HER DIAMONDS - ROB THOMAS

Life has been slightly on the high side these few days,
with ZEN LUA celebrating his early 18 at Eskibar on Saturday,
me having a new hockey stick,
and of course, hitting the back of the goal today.

However, I guess these happiness isn't going to last that long,
cos I'm just neglecting some facts,
trying my umpteen best not to be bother by it.
Damn.

Anyway,
shall upload the photos tomorrow or something.

Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind

LOVELY NIGHT

2009-07-18T02:20:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: LOVE DRUNK - BOYS LIKE GIRLS

I enjoy nights like this.
Peaceful, quiet,
doing what I enjoy.

Plugging into my audio system,
playing tracks, indulging myself in the world of music.
Perfect.

Dinner at Esplanade today was excellent,
mainly due to the food,
and obviously the company.
Kind of regretted not snapping any photos today though,
since its pretty rare that I dine at such, erm, places.

Alright, I'll update more tomorrow,
A little worn out at this unearthly time.
Ciao!

TUBTHUMPING

2009-07-16T00:35:00.001+08:00

I get knocked down
But I get up again
You're never going to
Keep me down

ps:i need something to take my mind off.

SCANDALOUS

2009-07-13T22:15:00.002+08:00

The Espadachin said:
ya
la
fk
pok
also can

* ruijie relive the days of glory said:
u wanna fuck pok?
walao

The Espadachin says:
LOL
LOL

Shermin said:
HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH
OMG. TMR I'M GONNA AVOID ZEN
HAHAHAHAHA

NOW WE ALL KNOW THAT!

STAY AFLOAT

2009-07-13T20:43:00.000+08:00

Come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

STACKS ON DECK

2009-07-12T23:59:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: WHATEVER YOU LIKE - T.I.

The start to Division 3 was awesome,
with Wingy starting his first match for OVA,
grabbing a goal in the process.
I ran my balls off,
creating the ball.
Wasn't that bad right guys?
And hard luck Joel,
even though you aren't going to see this.

Well, I'm pretty worn out at the moment.
But, I still have to post no matter what.
I've to make an apology and show some gratitude.
The world's not crashing down any moment soon for me.
Thanks for making my plight better,
I'm sure you know who you are.

NOT YOU GUYS NASH, NIGEL!

that glimpse of hope....

DAMN

2009-07-12T00:38:00.002+08:00

I turn my head to the east,
I don't see nobody by my side.
I turn my head to the west,
Still nobody in sight.
So I turn my head to the north,
Swallow that pill that they call pride.

DARK

2009-07-11T00:47:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: SECOND CHANCE - SHINEDOWN

A wrong step taken,
a stain that last for life.
What's second chance?
There's no answer in my guide.

I did wrong in the past,
I'm taking time to learn,
and not make the mistakes that I once made.
Do I have to live with regret for life just to make up for it?

Damn, this suck.

give me something to hold on to.

A STEP FORWARD, TWO STEPS BACK.

2009-07-10T00:05:00.003+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: AVALANCHE - DAVID COOK

1.Hope Myint gets well.
2.Tournament is up this week end.
3.Need to cut down on fags.
4.Guess I read too much into stuff.
5.In a dilemma over what's to do next.
6.And yes, apology's to you.

crashing down sanctimoniously.

BACK IN ACTION.

2009-07-07T01:00:00.003+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: SAY WHEN - THE FRAY

I'll be back before you know.
I'm just taking some time off.

Gives the "what the heck face"

GONE WITH THE WIND

2009-06-22T13:52:00.003+08:00

it's time for me to settle down,
work for my future,
and not mess around like my juvenile days.

Thoughts struck me,
and it hurt me.
I'm out of here,
won't be back in time to come.

"rejection is the uttermost dejection."
-SPT

LUST, CAUTION.

2009-06-21T01:31:00.001+08:00

do it without lust.
sounds utterly wrong coming from me,
but I mean it.

MOONSPARKLE

2009-06-19T23:41:00.000+08:00

Pictures of you stuck in my head,
which never fades.
Hopefully it just isn't a facade.
and it was fate.

INTRIGUING

2009-06-19T23:30:00.003+08:00

i hope we get the chance to glaze upon the scintillating stars,
just like how i dreamt it would be.

PAMPER

2009-06-18T13:26:00.027+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: THAT'S LIFE - MICHAEL BUBLE

1.26PM.
I'm a little toasted right now,
lethargic and tuckered out at the moment.

All was fun in Bintan,
leading to endless laughter throughout the trip.

This was how it went.
Shall let that do the talking

labels: FBT, Jarwee, Bounjee, MAN THING, Spastic Choo, Ruijeeeee

The gang left for Bintan,
leaving behind the remainders who had intentions of going,
Edmun, Haojeeee, Cynteee, Kamichu
and they stayed in our hearts fondly all the time,
okay, at least some of them.
You'll understand why later.

It was a pretty long journey to Bintan,
and we tried what girls did best.
Photos!

labels:FBT & Bounjeee (inspired by Haojeee)

labels: J,R

label: happy boy

labels: happy fat boy

labels: dragon boat

labels: jarweeeee

labels: the manthing, Avocado drink

labels: drinking night, Ruijeeee, Man Thing!

labels: 3 spastic dickheads!

labels: gang

labels: jarweeee & ruijeeee

labels : half drunk Choo, tomato Manting

labels: vavavoooooom on the beach

labels: poor bounjee, AP man

labels: drift it on the court

labels: rideeeee me...... (substitution of another word)

labels: My ballls!

labels: crab man

labels: bananananana boat!

label: AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

labels: pose

labels: makan!

labels: monopoly night

labels: future gay bartender/stripper

labels: shit head

labels: mookies and one jiao bin

labels: THE GAY BOY with THE MAN THING

label: DA MAN with DA MAN THING

That's all for today,
tomorrow's post will be better, trust me!

UPDATE

2009-06-18T01:02:00.001+08:00

BACK!

What's love?
I've gotta try that myself.

TIME OUT!

2009-06-14T23:10:00.003+08:00

time for my retreat.

Goodbyes are hard to bare

-

2009-06-13T03:46:00.002+08:00

God knows what's ahead.

Classics '07

I'MMA LUCKY FUCKTARD!

2009-06-12T01:41:00.003+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: I'LL TAKE YOU ON - HOWIE DAY

Much apology's for not writing much in the recent weeks,
with the main reason at the back being laziness.
Life has been awfully hectic during the last week of the school term,
with projects deadlines, test,
and of course, POL-ITEs drawing near.

Now, holidays are in ,
things are slightly getting better.
Though only projects are on hold,
tests and POL-ITEs are still there awaiting,
it still makes a hell load of difference.

Just to catch up with the speed of the earth's rotation,
Jerren and Mt's finally 18!
Old hags, I'm still 17 and enjoying every single bit of it (well, not really...)
Too bad I don't have their photos with me,
so I guess you guys have to wait till next time!

That's all tonight,
cos I need my sleep!
And BLACK BERRY LAH VICTORIA!

labels:fuckfaceS

lip service...
what the heck...

2009-06-11T01:56:00.001+08:00

I've lost what I've lost.

What's left of me?

2009-06-02T01:15:00.001+08:00

bite the dust

CRUSH & CRUSHED

2009-05-25T01:03:00.006+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: CRUSH - DAVID ARCHULETA

Weekends been increasingly mundane ever since OVA withdrew from Hockey One Liga.
Nothing much was done these two days,
probably just meet ups with the gang as per normal.
I think I probably find something interesting enough to keep me occupied,
and that not being studying.

I just caught the last few minutes of the Aston Villa and Newcastle,
and damn, what a disappointment it was.
Once a team which most others feared,
and now it's relegated.
It's just Mike Ashley's fault after all.

Well, I did some self reflection few days back,
and I'm pretty confused bout my route.
I really do need some time out.

Wherever it may take me ,
I hope that life wont break me,
when I come to call she wont forsake me.

HEAVENLY HEAVEN

2009-05-24T02:14:00.013+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: JERREN'S VOICE ON MSN!

Jerren's been an absolute a bitch today,
bugging me with the photos taken at Heavenly heaven.
We were supposed to bring a date each,
but many got rejected and as a result,
they came alone.
How sad right guys? (insert witch laughter)

The night was pretty much fun filled,
had our dinner and little little bit of drinks there.

PHOTO TIME!

labels: down it biatch!

labels: spastic!

labels: DA MAN!

labels: LURB BIRDXZXZ

labels: none

labels: drunk/gay/molester haojee boy

labels: doesn't she look familiar???

labels: gay faggots, bubbly huiling

labels: Eddy, Ms. X

Apparently, that's just a small fraction of the photos that we took that night.
Yong wei was there, but seems like his photos aren't in my camera.
Other photos are with Myint, and some on my desktop.
And I know, Jerren will be extremely disappointed with me since I don't have all his photos with me,
right handsome chua?

Alright alright, remember me mentioning about the dates that we have to bring,
and those who got rejected?
The losers had to do forfeit, which was singing.
And it's obvious I wont be the one doing that.
I'm not the man for nothing,
right James? (insert cheeky face)

ps: don't worry auntie,
she just had dinner there, and nothing much else!

So, here it is!
TATA!

labels: VICTORIA LEE

love's like plum blossoms in the wind.

BLANK, NOW

2009-05-23T02:01:00.005+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED:WHITE HORSE - TAYLOR SWIFT

Gasp for air,
what next?
I really don't wanna know....

I SURRENDER, NOT

2009-05-17T23:04:00.004+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: SURRENDER - THE CALLING

The week's full of bull crap,
what was not supposed to happened, happened.
Come on OVA, and most importantly, come on seetruijie.

don't just stand there and waste your life.

MAKAN MAKAN

2009-05-09T22:47:00.007+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: WHEN I'M WITH YOU - FABER DRIVE

It's just slightly after 10 and I'm feeling hell tired after the match,
guess it's either I'm old or just extremely unfit.
However, it's a must i clear the post by today,
or else I'll have too much to post the next time round.

Oh yes,
this is the photo that makes me happy every time i look upon it.
It was actually cropped from a group photo we took back on Yongwei's birthday,
which would be the main character in this post.
I don't know how you guys would describe this photo,
but well, it's certainly gay,
and Deric looks seductive!

Back to the dinner,
we headed to Taste of Thailand,
dressing up, looking forward to the feast.
But guess what, the restaurant is actually just around the corner of Chong Pang,
which is like a 5 minute bus ride.
Well, what can we do about it?
It's been sometime since we all wore something more formal,
so who cares?

I guess I've to cut short this post cos it isnt getting any earlier,
so finish this up tomorrow!
Ciao!

I'LL PRAY

2009-05-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

there's only one dad that we can care for, don't waste that chance my friend.

STUCK IN TIME

2009-05-04T00:27:00.007+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: DIRTY LITTLE SECRET - THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS

It's been bout 4 or 5 days since i last posted.
Reason behind that being the lack of time I have.
I have been partying out too much lately and
thus have not been revising as I should be.
Damn.

And what's really really surprising to me was that someone that you would never have expected has been reading my page every now and then.
Aren't I right, auntie?
Hope you do like it here.

Okay,back to the post.
It was a whole day out on Mayday.
Fishing, steamboat and what not.
I do not have any photos on fishing, even though I made my first catch!

But what I do have, is this:

The 3 MOOKETEERS!

Snapped this right after steamboat as Cyn was laughing as us,
the 3 supposed musketeers.

What came after steamboat was way more amusing.
Jarwee, Eddy, J and I were stuck in the lift for approximately 45 minutes.
And what was the cause of it?
Jumping in the lift like naughty kiddos!
We were lucky for Cyn to be there,
taking photos of us!

how happy can we get?
Man..

On the other hand,
3rd May, which is today,
has been more impromptu than ever.
We decided to barbecue at 6pm and started shopping straight away.
It was pretty much like the good old days.
And MT and Haojeee were the ones who benefited the most!
I can't say much bout Haojeee, but as for MT.....

MT with her random beau.
check the smile on MT's face

Alright,too much of poppycock.
so I'll end off with this photo!

note: I'm not holding what you think I'm

best time of my life.

-

2009-04-27T23:10:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: DEWI - DEWA 19

It's on of the days which I can't produce anything interesting,
or at least something that makes sense.
Therefore this post is titled "-" like any other innovative day.

I guess I did not mention in the last post that my foot is injured,
and swelling up pretty badly.
I wouldn't take a photo of it and shows you guys,
cos somehow it might be mistaken as a Big Foot's foot.

Let's just hope it'll recover in time for the next match I've with OVA,
which is this Thursday with NYP.
Having said that,
it's a definite answer that I won't be present for training with SP tomorrow,
since I need time to recuperate.

SWELL

2009-04-26T23:46:00.005+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: TUBTUMPING - CHUMBAWAMBA

I've plenty to update tonight,
especially Lam's belated birthday celebration,
and my first match for OVA.

note: unglam of the unglamest,
Moley Lam

Well, who was to stop her?
It's her 18th birthday celebration,
and she was just being her usual self,
so by all means, Lam!

note: forget my face, please.

I had a wonder time with Lam,
and JT as well at the steamboat restaurant.
Disturbing them both proved to be utterly pleasant for me.
and this shows it all!

Alright, for those who aren't that well updated,
I've been recruited into Old Victorian's Association,
OVA, for short.
Their style of hockey isn't pretty much of mine,
but as time goes,
I'm sure I'll fit in nicely.

And guess what,
I scored on my debut for OVA,
pity there wasn't anyone snapping since it's just Hockey one Liga,
which is second grade to the top league in Singapore.
But, who gives a shit,
I scored means I scored!

That's bout it for today,
so ciao!

without penetration on the field, it's just pure masturbation. - OVA

GONE TO HELL & BACK

2009-04-25T00:32:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: ELEVATOR LOVE - GUY SEBASTIAN

Training was absolutely energy draining,
and running around while on medication certainly did not make matters better.
Well yes, I was the only freshie in the team again,
just like the days back in Innova, where I started out with the senior team.
And one thing, I WILL LOSE WEIGHT AH JO TOH!

Alright alright, my brain isn't functioning that well,
so that's bout it for today.

random: curly hair behind me!

COUGH COUGH!

2009-04-23T23:19:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: ORIGINAL OF THE SPECIES - U2

Damn, I'm ill once again.
Well, let's just say, I never did fully recover since the KL trip.
Hopefully, I get better tomorrow and won't be such a letdown during training,
much because its for the selection for the SRC tournament,
and i want to be apart of it badly.

Okay, just a quick update for today,
it's a miracle since Haojee hasn't skipped any lesson just as yet.
Let's just hope that he will get bored of waking up early and decide to stay home soon,
and I would then win my bet!

random : i just miss playing with this on the pitch.

I'MMA HAPPY BOY

2009-04-21T15:31:00.004+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED:SHE GOT IT - 2 PISTOLS FT. T-PAIN

It's 3.33pm right now,
and I'm already half dead.
Feeling so lethargic and lifeless,
much due to the lack of sleeping hours,
I decided to return home early and get some rest.

And for that, I had to skip training!
Feeling pretty guilty,
but well, I won't be giving my best even if I went,
so, screw it!
It's not that bad!

Right, I'm pretty happy today.
And it's much cos of this!

Went for B&J's free cone day with the class,
maybe half the class rather.
I had my all time favorite chocolate fudge and the long wait was well worth it!
Apology's though, to Shermin cos i kept annoying her while I was in the queue.
and the photo's are with Pok
so might post them up a little later.

Alright, that pretty much sums up my day,
so later!

sometimes we confuse our fears with fantasy

-

2009-04-20T00:11:00.004+08:00

talent wins games, but teamwork and intelligence wins championships.

- Michael Jordan

ITS ALL IN THE MIND

2009-04-19T14:02:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: SOBER - PINK!

The weather out there is scorching hot and pretty unbearable,
therefore I've decided to stay home and enjoy my day with the gadgets at home.
Well, that's the plan till the weather gets better.

Alright, i went for a dental visit few days back,
as one of my tooth was giving me some problems,
causing me to experience a deep sharp pain.
Yes,i know, it sounds like the Sensodyne advertisement.

Okay, that's not the main point.
After a few minutes of examining,
the conclusion for the pain was my block nose!
and what's worse, I still have a few milk tooth ,
which will eventually drop and not grow again!!
Therefore, braces, here i come!

Oh yes, there's a good news for this post though.
I've got invited by Mr Tan to play for his team for this season.
Though the team's in a lower division in the Singapore Hockey League,
the players are older and more experience,
so therefore, I'll be the biggest winner, gaining tips and experience playing with the veterans.

That's pretty much all,
and I'm starting class tomorrow!
Ciao!

a little bit of heaven,
or a little bit of hell.

I BELIEVE IN YOU

2009-04-17T00:11:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: STIGMATIZED - THE CALLING

I'm seriously dozing off at this instant,
which shows how tired I'm.
Orientation has finally came to an end,
and well, maybe due to the new found freedom that was given,
it was one of the best ones i went.

Oh yes, SP hockey rang me up today,
and I GOT INTO THE TEAM.
Well, apparently the only fret that I've in mind is,
will I be good enough for the team?
It's been like God damn 6 months since i played in an official match,
and maybe 3 weeks since I trained with OPSS,
therefore there will be absolutely no denial that I'm rusty with my game play.

However, I still have to give it my best shot,
and relive the days of glory on the pitch.

fear the bitter sting of attraction.

BACK TO SCHOOL

2009-04-14T15:53:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: STAND BY ME - THE BEATLES

Well, I was pretty hesitant in naming this post as "back to school",
maybe cos the word "school" sounds so young.
But, oh well, I'm no longer in college,
so I guess I really have to make do with it.

Alright, orientation wasn't that awful as i thought it would be.
Once the games starting rolling, we started to get to know each other and gel together with ease.
Well, i certainly do hope classes wont suck.

WHAT'S THE WAY

2009-04-12T01:48:00.003+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: THANK YOU - THE CALLING

Have you ever experienced a day where you set yourself thinking about your future,
or even the present,
and feel a sense of emptiness at the end of it?
This very day gave me that unwanted feeling.

What have I accomplished in the 17, close to 18 years that I've been on this planet?
A few medals?
Just two to be exact.
Take a look at Macheda, achieved a hell load more.
Man, I really don't want to waste my life like this.

Alright, I really ought to end my post here.
I don't want to bore you guys out.
Ciaos

GOOD FRIDAY

2009-04-11T01:03:00.003+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: I'VE NEVER BEEN TO ME - CHARLENE

Good day to all.
It's a miracle I actually woke up for sermon this morning.
Just to answer that curious thought of yours,
I'm still a free thinker,
and not a Christian.
The only reason i could think of for myself to wake up at that unearthly hour was to chill out with the girls after service.

I wasn't pretty much attentive during the session,
but i did manage to catch this :

"many are loved because they are desirable, but in God's eyes, we are desirable because we are loved."

For once,
I couldn't deny that fact.
People are often blinded by appearance,
and not looking deep enough to find the true self of one.

I, myself,
unconsciously and unwillingly falling in that category,
judging others by their cover.
Denying the chances of those "unattractive beings" in entering our life.

This led me to cogitate futher,
Whether we've been wrong in life.
Or maybe God has been the benevolent and unbiased one,
treating each and everyone of us equally in life.

Ponder upon it.

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

2009-04-10T00:21:00.003+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: KNOCKING ON HEAVEN'S DOOR - GUNS & ROSES

Well no, I'm not dead just as yet.
Recovering pretty well, and soon I'll be alive and kicking,
okay, not literally.

Alright, met up with the gang today,
chilled out at our normal hideout,
and yes, it does feel good to be back somehow.

Maybe for this once,
Malaysia has been a shopping heaven for me.
Spent like $400 for lodging, food and shopping.
No designer stuff, but plan simple items that aren't really found in Singapore.
Ought to post up the photos of the funny tees i got hold of across the causeway.

Right, before i forget,
you don't have to feel bad for making me travel to Sunway from Ampang,
cos we had the chance to meet up.
Unlike in Singapore, where we live just blocks away,
and yet we never met each other once.
Okay, maybe just once.

Time to tuck myself into bed,
so tata!

sometimes it takes a tragedy to make a man see his life clearly

TRAVEL BACK IN TIME

2009-04-09T01:32:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: I CAN WAIT FOR EVER - SIMPLE PLAN

Alright, I'm finally back in SG.
Feeling pretty exhausted and lethargic,
much due to slight fever and flu.
But well, I definitely had a splendid time with Jarwee,
and of course, who can I forget the guys in Klang,
oh yes, Celeste Teo too.

Hmm, I guess I'll do a proper update some other day.
Probably, tomorrow.
And yes, school term is starting soon.

we never regret the things in life we do,
only the things we don't.

TRIBUTE : COACH ROBIN

2009-04-01T00:18:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: LEAVIN' - JESSE MCCARTNEY

As the Title states, tribute.
Well, no, the man that nurtured as a hockey player did not hit his grave.
He's just leaving Orchids, or TEAM MAWAS, which ever you prefer,
to pursue greater heights in his coaching career.

He was the one that saw the potential in me,
took risk in fielding me in the first eleven when i had no experience in the game.
My game play prospered under him.
However, I took it for granted and skipped trainings.
Damn, if not for that, i might have been a better player.

I gave you my word today,
I'll give the SP team trial a shot,
and for once I might be playing as your opposition.
I won't disappoint you, Coach.

JUST NAME IT, I'VE GOT IT

2009-03-30T22:15:00.006+08:00

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Turn It Up - Paris Hilton

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Turn Me On - Kevin Lyttle

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Gone Going - Black Eyed Peas

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Your Guardian Angel (acoustic) - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
(WHAT THE HECK MAN)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Beautiful Words - The Afters

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Damascus - Nerina Pallot

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Little Of Your Time - Maroon 5

WHAT IS 2+2?
Next To You - Jordin Sparks

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Perfect Time Of Day - Howie Day

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Hells Over Head - Boys Like Girls

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
If This Is Goodbye - Lifehouse

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
You're All I Have - Snow Patrol

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Glitter In The Air - Pink!

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Happiness - The Fray

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
(Damn Classic) Its My Life - Bon Jovi

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Breaking Free - Zac Efron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
My Love - Justin Timberlake

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Lace And Leather - Britney Spears

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Ready Fuels - Anberlin

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Dance With The Devil - Breaking Benjamin

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
99 Red Balloons - Goldfinger

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Are You Gonna Go My Way - Tom Jones

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Shrink the World - Yellow Card

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Tear It Up - Chris Brown

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Adrift - Jack Johnson

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
I'm So Paid - Akon

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Leavin' - Jesse McCartney

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Back To What You Know - Ne-Yo

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Fire - Augustana

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Phase - Breaking Benjamin

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Your Arms Feel Like Home - 3 Doors Down

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Womanizer - Britney Spears
(Dickhead!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
My Cherie Amour - Stevie Wonder

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects

WHATEVER YOU WANT.

2009-03-28T00:02:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: ANYTHING - THE CALLING

My apology's to you readers for not updating this page for the previous days.
The main reason was that I was overly glued to my movies,
and also yes, planning for my next escapade out of town.

Planning for the trip has been extensively tedious,
just like the endless amount of Math I had to complete back in my college days,
since I've to look for my own lodging and transport this time round.
Furthermore, I'm not able to comprehend the language spoken in the foreign country.
Alright,maybe just a little,
but that certainly does not meliorate the situation.

Right, enough of that.
I met up with Winnie Wendy Wenya along with Eddyboy for lunch and Mall Cop.
Lunch was pathetic, as the food kind of atrocious for my liking.
Mall Cop was another budget flick that I've seen far too often,but was still enjoyable.
What made my day was still disturbing Wenya since she's always such a dunce!
Winnie Winnie...

That's all for today.
I need to hit the snooze!
Ciaos!

the world slows down,
but my heart beats fast right now

NO! NOT THE TOILET BOWL!

2009-03-24T04:20:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: THE NATURE SOUNDS

DAMN! DAMN! DAMN!
This is the first time i whacked half a bottle down and im so screwed!

SAVE THE CHEERLEADER, SAVE THE WORLD!

2009-03-23T01:52:00.004+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: CRAZY FOR YOU - ADELE

Okay, okay.
Probably I've watched far too much oh Heroes,
and thus got hooked on to it for me to use that as the title for this post.

Right, I couldn't have spent my day any better.
Headed down to Zouk Out this afternoon to catch Cheerobics '09 with Brandyboy and Jerren.
Have to thank Jerren for accompanying me there,
even though he had nothing to do with the people there.

AD DASTRA wasn't as disappointing as I initially thought it would be.
It was pretty good actually and i enjoyed it to zenith!
And yes, I'm not sarcastic TOHWEIXIN!

ps: you might be slight plump, but the photo doesn't show!

Oh yes, Brandyboy was still the lampoon he always was.
Kind of miss sitting beside him during lectures and tutorials chatting and bitching about others.
Well, i pine the good old times with the group of nitwits in Innova.
I used to solace Calvin since we was the only retard left in 0826C,
but its only now that i realized i missed out all the fun and sorrow they are sharing back a Innova.
It's just too bad that I had a different path to follow from the rest of you guys.

I guess its best that i just keep in mind that it's okay to feel sad sometimes.
We can't always be high on life,
or we won't enjoy the rush.

UNTITLED

2009-03-22T00:15:00.002+08:00

CHECK THIS OUT!:

*ruijie relive the days of glory said:
eh, feeling better not?

W says:
my throat is still thereeee

*ruijie relive the days of glory said:
of cos there lah!
where got people no throat one?
stupid...

W says:
HAHAHAA
OMG I MISSED OUT THE WORD SORE
HAHAHAH
AH I FEEL SO STUPID

*ruijie relive the days of glory says:
im going to put this on my page!

W says:
OOOMG

MR & MISS....

2009-03-21T01:16:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: SPOTLIGHT - JENNIFER HUDSON

Yes, all are in the spotlight today.
Enjoy!

NIGHTLIGHT

2009-03-20T01:03:00.004+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: SUNLIGHT - PLAIN WHITE T'S

It's currently 1 in the morning.
Eyes are getting foggy and dry,
and here I am,rotting at Jerren's place,
posting since i lost at the board game, Cluedo.

I was wondering a while back,
life is pretty much like Cluedo.
You have to crack your skulls and questions to get clues that leads you to your questions in life.
However, if i was so easy in life,
I wont be stuck right here at this moment and would be enjoying my teenager years more.

Oh yes, i met up with the PAE group on Tuesday.
Had a wonderful time with them,
chatting our hearts out over lunch at Suki Sushi.
And yes, I've missed them all and the times where we all skipped class for the sake of skipping it.
What a fabulous day it was,
but damn, no photo was taken.

That's bout it.

Cos' they say, good things don't last forever
& I say, bad things, too, don't last forever.

OH SNAP!

2009-03-18T01:13:00.004+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: READY FUELS - ANBERLIN

Upon browsing through the photography magazines and books available at my place,
I then realized how a well taken photograph is able portray life.
From the corals feet down in the deep blue sea to flowers bloomed wide open,
all were able to tell a story on their own.
Indeed, a picture does says a thousand words.

I deeply admire those photographers who has an ability, so fascinating , to capture imagines which are able to captivates others.
However, some photos do turn me off,
especially the camwhoring ones, which taken badly most of the time.
No doubt by stating that, it might cause an uproar,
but i've my reasons for that statement.

It's been sometime i used my SLR,
and honestly saying have the time to fully master it.
Guess it's pretty much the right time now.

Photographs can be taken with ease,
but good ones, oh please..

WILL THIS EVER REST

2009-03-17T01:29:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED:SLEEPLESS NIGHT - FABER DRIVE

So much for pushing myself hard on training,
i look like i've just been anal-ed.
It's those thigh of mine that went through some strains that resulted me in walking awkwardly.

In a desperate fight to regain full recovery quick,
i bought Salonpas pain relief patch to get it healed,
hopefully it does wonders before training tomorrow.

Oh yes, upon read the Sunday times every Sunday,
i do have a brilliant idea.
Guess i'll be introducing this new item in my page,
which would be a photo of what i feel about the day ahead of me.
Not only that will improve my photography skills,
i'll be able to see more of Singapore.

Well, its just a short update today.
Nothing much insides,
so apology's for that.

BLUSH BLUSH BLUSH

2009-03-16T02:44:00.007+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: YELLOW - COLDPLAY

Hmm,
its the period of time when i like to indulge myself in some alcoholic beverages.
However, the Tequila today was pretty atrocious ,so to say.
Pardon me on choosing that drink since we were on tight budget.

Well, after enjoying our drinks,
or gulping them down as some do,
Jerren and Haojie got a little high.
At that very point of time, something struck me : Alcohol Tolerance.

The minute i got home, i started on my research,
which led me to this certain article.
Let me quote this.

"An estimated one-third of persons of East Asian and Native American descent have an alcohol flush reaction, a condition where the body cannot break down ingested alcohol completely because it lacks the genetically coded enzyme that performs this function in the bodies of drinkers with "European" tolerance levels.

And yes,you do have to take weight, for example. A person with a smaller build may reach a higher Blood Alcohol Level with the same number of drinks as a person with a larger build. Keep in mind that this biological advantage is gained from muscle weight earned at the gym, not from weight earned from potato chips and dip.

However, do remember,the mind does a very large part too.Low determination of one self results in lower alcohol tolerance. Therefore do note bout these before you indulge in your favorite drink available at the bar."

-Paul Allen, Road Wise

Apparently, this make sense,
and i might just take it for a fact.
I'm sorry if i do offend anyone with this post,
but i do feel sad for your lack of determination,
and you know i don't mean bout you guys right, Jerren and Haojie!

That's all for today,
so tata!

people who tend to go back to the past are like little kids,
trying to find hope in the past cos' they have no courage to face the future.

PHILOSOPHERS SAY THAT THAT'S ENOUGH

2009-03-15T02:15:00.004+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: ANGELS - ROBBIE WILLIAMS

It certainly does feel great letting feelings off your chest.
I finally got the chance to meet Vic up today after about a month or so.
Guess nothing beats catching up with an old, or rather BUSY, soul mate i would say.
What a friend you've been to me you ABC!

Alright,
i've purchased my netbook,
or notebook people call it.
It's a pretty weak machine,
but who gives a shit?
Certainly light enough to follow me wherever i travel to.
here it is.

MSI WIND U100

Oh yeah,
there's this strange feeling in me.
The cause of it is still pretty much unknown.

Love ain’t really the answer to it,
nor is work.

Somehow the truth eludes me so much it hurts.

However I’m still having fun and I guess that's the key.

LIVING IN A WORLD LIKE THIS.

2009-03-14T01:38:00.004+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED:AVE MARIA - BEYONCE

First of all,
my apology's to you all out there.
The statement "Started as a flicker, ended as flame." is pretty much trash,
cos the definition of "flame" in this sentence would not mean "old flame"

Right,
my eyes are dry now,
and definitely in need of some sleep.
But still, i've to post it up before my mind wipes the stuff out of it.

In the past two days,
or apparently in a day itself
i've caught two movies, which were Marley & Me and Watchmen in the Cinemas.
Watchmen was whole load of junk in my perspective,
whereas Marley & Me was indeed laudable.

For those who hasn't catch it,
like NIGEL,
please get your lazy asses to the box office soon,
cos the period of screening is soon to be over.

What hit me most from Marley & Me was to treasure life.
You never know when it's your turn to meet the "niu tou ma mian" or Hades,
which ever you call it.

oh yeah, viewers please be mindful that the photo below isn't suitable for minors

Live life to the fullest,
you never know when you have to go.

ciaos!

2009-03-13T02:21:00.001+08:00

Started as a flicker,
ended as flame.

HIT THE COUCH, POTATO!

2009-03-11T01:53:00.004+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: OH! YOU PRETTY THING - DAVID BOWIE

For once, i'm proud to be a gamer.
It really takes my mind off everything.

Life has been pretty much a bitch since i've got back,
and there isn't a need to question,
since most know what's the world been up to.

Why defend your indulgence as a personal vice,
especially when it's deep down in your eyes?

NORM

2009-03-08T14:23:00.001+08:00

Once again, this path leads nowhere.

JUST ANOTHER REPLAY

2009-03-07T13:15:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: DIRTY LITTLE SECRET - THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS, SOME GUITAR SOLO BY JON TENG

Ah, this feels like my second home.
Chilling my balls off at this place,
enjoying every single bit of my carefree life in Klang.
Missed the mamak and the local hawkers here.

Well, apparently Jon's crib is the Beverly hills of Klang,
grand and spacious.
Shall upload a photo of it to show it to you guys.

Anyway, anyway,
back to the topic.
I blazed through the roads of Malaysia with Nig and his family,
slept most of the the journey though.

However, i got awaken by the smell of cigarettes that his aunt was fagging.
And damn, i looked around and saw the signboard, KOTA TINGGI.
That place brought back some memories,
some which i've been yearning for deja vu,
and some which i chose to wash it off my mind.

I guess that all for today,
i don't really want to kill all my brain cells today,
since the main purpose of this trip was to take my mind off every thing that's back in Singapore.
So long then!

You warned me,
should have listened.
Now I'm sorry that I ever met you too.
Tryin' to climb the ladder but I'm handcuffed to the bottom,
need to use the keys but you're the only one who's got'em.

UNTITLED

2009-03-06T18:00:00.000+08:00

Love is like a motorcycle.
Sometimes you need to kick it twice to get it started.

COM'ERA, DOV'ERA

2009-03-06T00:13:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: 24 STORY LOVE AFFAIR - FABER DRIVE

Alright, in barely less than 24hours,
i should be across the causeway,
chilling out with the Klang guys at the usual mamak.

And yes, i know 4 to 5 days in Klang could do my body some harm,
since i'm not going to dine healthy and indulge in the local delicacies which are at times overly unhealthy instead.
Therefore, i spent my previous 3 days pretty well.

DAY 1:
Swam for an hour or two,
played hockey at OPSS for three hours,
cycled for 4 hours from Khatib to Innova.

DAY 2:
Hit the gym for an hour,
boxing on wii console for an hour or two,
took the bike for a spin to Sembawang beach and Innova again for 4 hours.

DAY 3:
Did cardio for an hour,
trained at OPSS for floor ball for four hours,
skipping for an hour.

And now, here i am,
worn out and in need of the comfort that only my bed assures me of.
so guess it ends here tonight.
I'll be back with the post latest by Wednesday,
oh maybe, tomorrow.
Tata!

Nothing intellectual is being processed by the mind tonight.

BURRRRB!

2009-03-04T02:21:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED:NONE (EXCEPT NIGEL'S STUPID MUSIC FROM THE TOP)

I guess i'll update tomorrow,
since you readers ought to be apathetic to catch up with my humdrum life these few days.
Moreover, i'm pretty jaded.
In the meanwhile, i'll do something light.

This tag is so fun (i wonder) because the answers can go on and on.
Read if you miss your high school years

BIODATA

1) Which school did you go to?
Orchid Park Secondary.

2) What classes were you in?
1A3, 2A3, 3S1,4S1. (i was never that moronic)

3) What was/were your favorite lesson(s)?
Math, and History much because i'm good at it and i can doze off without anyone screwing me.

4) If you could remember, what time was your recess?
I think it's 10:10 for lower sec, 10:40 for upper sec?

5) List down your favorite food/snacks.
Fried Rice without Rice and Halal Pork bun.
(hahhahaha! i hope you guys do know what i'm referring to)

STYLE

1) Did you have a nickname way back in high school?
Ozone layer, SITOU, KOK, SeetPatu

2) How did you wear your socks?
Below the ankle

3) Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform?
Nah, i was a good boy.

4) Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance?
Almost everyday.( Hair length, goatee, what else?)

5) Who did you look up to when you were in high school?
Certain teachers and Coach Robin.

PUNISHMENT

1) Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class.
Made to squat and talk to the wall, Thank you Pandian for that outrageous punishment.

2) How many times did you skip class? What were you doing?
Less than 5 i suppose? for day wise, maybe 5 times a term

3) Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished.
Oh, playing soccer in class and accomplice in breaking the class window.
Major Tan believed my tale as though he has not read any fairytales

4) Did you vandalize any school property?
I can't remember if i left anything out.

5) Did you ever make any teacher cry?
Don't think so?Maybe once when the relief teacher came in, but that wasn't really my fault.

TEACHERS

1) Who was your favourite teacher?
King Tan AH LONG, okay, maybe Mag Foo since she said it was okay for me to sleep in class.

2) Describe your DM.
Miss Soo, wasn't that bad, and i'm not going to give nasty remarks since i do respect her.

3) Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher?
All were too lame, i have to say.
Mr Kam, the one attracted to James would be the weirdest of all,
and and maybe the loudest would be Goh chin seng though he seems soft.

SOCIAL CIRCLE

1) Were you popular back then?
Average? Almost everyone knew me though

2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?
Small

3) Who were your best friends?
Khairul, James, Nash, Cheng Kok, Guanhao, Jerren, Huiling.

4) Did you and your friends have nicknames?
Yeah, why not?
Khai had the most names.: EMOGAY, FATFUCK, GEMUK, APE
James was THE MAN, RICH BOY, CBK
Nash was NASHIMARO, MAKOTO KOK SAN, BJ
Cheng was WAS LAOSAI BOY
Guanhao was ZI BI
Jerren didnt have one till recently
Huiling was DUA PUI

5) What were your favourite memories of you and your friends?
Stealing floats at Jurong swimming complex, holiday overseas.
Okay, screw it, too many to recall.

CO-CURRICULAR ACTIVITIES

1) What type of CCA were you in?
Sports, Hockey.

2) What did you have to bring to your CCA?
Hockey stick, Shin pads which i usually don't bring, and boots.

3) What did your CCA required you to do?
Dribble, Pass, Aim at the Goal Keeper's head, shoot and try to kill him.
And how can forget, it required all of us to think and play like dancers, controlling the flow and pace of the game.

4) Got injured?
Plenty.
Cracked nose, cuts, sprains, and swollen fingers and stuff.

CRUSHES/LOVERS

1) Who was your first crush?
I seriously forgot.

2) Are you in good terms with your last crush?
My last crush? The last in high school wasn;t from my school, and she was none other than Cherie Gan!

3) Did you ever had a relationship with anyone in your high school?
Yeah, i did.

4) Have you ever made out in school?
I think, once?

CLOSING CEREMONY

1) How did high school changed you ?
From a boy to an older boy.
Nah, more matured.

2) Sing one verse of your school song.
Onward, Onward, we go! No mountains too high to scale......

3) What was your favourite question?
oh, "Huh? What the??"

4) Who/what will you remember from your high school?
I don't know? Everything that i remember?

5) Any memories you will not forget.
Those that i would forgot have long been forgotten.

THE LIES, THE TRUTH

2009-02-28T23:46:00.008+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: MONA LISA - THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS

Ah...
I'm currently still unwell.
Nose is running like a open tap,
throat is as painful as cheese on a grinder.
Damn, i feel like passing out.

Right,
though these symptoms were obvious in the previous day,
i went ahead to catch the ALL AMERICAN REJECTS live right opposite Zouk.
The performance was worth every minute of my bout 4 hours of waiting time.

Mesmerizing.

However,
it was all too short.
6 songs couldn't fulfill the fan's heart.

Oh yeah,
i forgot bout this :

Nick Wheeler's pick!

Awesome isn't it?
He threw it off stage, and Jerren caught it.

That's it for today.
I need my rest to recuperate.
Feeling so lethargic.
Ciaos!

You can sit beside me when the world comes down, if it doesn't matter
then just turn around.
You be the queen and i'll be your clown,
You can sit beside me when the world comes down.

50th POST!

2009-02-28T02:53:00.002+08:00

I'm down with flu and fever.
Damn.
There goes my sweet getaway.

2009-02-27T00:54:00.003+08:00

This is comical man!:

Bottle says:
EH THIS YEAR GOT WOLVERINE
eDmunD. says:
wth is that
eDmunD. says:
the man with claws ar
Bottle says:
YES
Bottle says:
HAHAHA WHALAU
Bottle says:
THE MAN WITH CALWS
Bottle says:
*CLAWS
eDmunD. says:
yea
eDmunD. says:
the man with CALWS
Bottle says:
HAHAHHA SHUT UP LAH
eDmunD. says:
HAHAHAHA
Bottle says:
ASSS
eDmunD. says:
i tell u something
eDmunD. says:
want to know
Bottle says:
WHAT WHAT
eDmunD. says:
just now ar..i saw a rat
eDmunD. says:
with calws
eDmunD. says:
HAHAHAHAAHA
Bottle says:
HAHAHAHA
Bottle says:
SHUT UP LAH EDDYBOOOYYYY

Now you know how Eddyboy is like !

CAN'T HELP MYSELF

2009-02-27T00:00:00.006+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: LOST WITHOUT U - ROBIN THICKE

Right,
i guess this has been the longest break i took from writing.
I've been occupied for the couple of days,
both chilling out and sleeping in.

Going to Shimin's chalet proved that i was wrong.
It did not suck as horrendously as i initially felt it would.
Had a heart to heart talk to the girl herself,
realized what happened previously didn't really matter that much.
Jerren and Becca was great company ,
and assured that i wasn't left out.
Or so that they themselves wont be left out,
maybe.

So thanks to you two dumbos!

On the other hand,
I rang someone up over at the chalet since i was pretty bored at a point of time.
She was in the area, at another chalet,
therefore we met up, cycled and chat.

Enjoyed the time pretty much,
much due to the weather,
which was perfectly suitable for a candy man like me.

And yes,
alas,
photo!

2.30am.
see how flustered we were!

Alright, thats pretty much it.
My eye lids are drooping,
tata!

your eyes where so fulgid that it caught mine.

GIVE ME THE GREEN LIGHT

2009-02-22T02:58:00.004+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: GREEN LIGHT - JOHN LEGEND FT. ANDRE 3000

I'm currently under this slumberous/befuddling potion named ALCOHOL.
Damn, its the 2nd or 3rd time i downed liquor just this week alone.
Definitely disastrous for health.

Okay, okay.
Was simply blog hopping and apparently this caught my eye.
Here it goes:

"There's no such word as 'loved'. Love has no past tense.

If you ever stopped loving someone, then you never truly loved them in the first place."

-http://ohmrking.livejournal.com

Well, to think of it,
it does make sense.
I guess that pretty much for today.
I need to hit the snooze.

Among those i've met,
you are the one i wont forget.

HIATUS

2009-02-21T02:13:00.000+08:00

it's a night where nothing made any sense.

NEAR...FAR...

2009-02-20T00:52:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: MY HEART WILL GO ON - CELINE DION

Yes, i'm upset.
It only occurred after gulping down those toxic,
which we all know as alcohol.

I always thought drinking might be able to lessen my troubles.
But damn,
it doesn't happen this way round.

I see the vicious cycle coming back.
And i really hope it won't happen.

yes,i wished it happened.

EDDYMUND

2009-02-19T13:08:00.003+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED:NONE

This retarded post is dedicated to MR EDDYMUND LEE
Happy 18th, and please don't grow any taller.

To everyone earthling out there,
this is what he wishes to receive on his birthday:

He has never gotten it,
even today,
how sad.
HAHAHAHA!

ERRRRRR

2009-02-18T00:33:00.005+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: SOME SHIT FROM JOHN MAYER

This is what i do most of my time now.
Ponder or just simply,
stare into blank space.

i really don't mean to be blunt,
but you're beautiful.

ROT

2009-02-17T00:27:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: OVER THE RAINBOW - CRYSTAL KAY

Yes, J-Pop / Old school R&B it is.
It's been some time since i touched this genre of music,
and amazingly,
it's pretty good.

Right,
the day hasn't been really fruitful.
I spent most of the time in my bed,
and how can we forget chilling out at OPC?

It's been 3 days since i've not touch any weights,
nor worked out.
Darn all this injuries that i've man.
I guess i really need to recover fast to gain my fitness back.

That's pretty much all for today,
and i can't wait for Jarwee to finish his exam tomorrow!

i hope we aren't as distant as the milky way...

AH HUH!

2009-02-16T01:11:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: JUST DANCE - LADY GAGA

Oh, its 1:17am.
Damn, i'm pretty much worn out.
Guess i do need to hit the bed soon man.

However, as much as i want to,
i can't!
Cos you see, this TANWENYA is grumbling to me and is in extremely bad mood,
therefore, being a nice friend,
i decided not to turn in before settling her cans of worms.

Alright, lady luck was on my side today.
Black jack was the game,
and black jack was what i had.
Nothing can be better, can it, Mr Chai?

On another matter,
i would wish to send my regards to my dearest friend for moving on!
Cheerios Baby!

And yes, i'm in need of a vacation real soon!
Ciaos!

heart throb;
it's my heart that you've robbed...

DRINK, DRANK , DRUNK.

2009-02-15T01:07:00.003+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: I'LL BE WAITING - LENNY KRAVITZ

1:09am.
The night wasn't that awful after all.
No date, so what?
Spent the night with KG, Myint, Xiao Zhu and Cyn at OPC.
Was pretty much a similar situation as the previous year.
Splendid, i have to admit.

After the games and all,
everyone was down,
except for Eddy, Mr Chai and the King itself.
Myint was the clown as per normal.
Managed to get himself drunk when everyone was still sober even though he arrived later.
You guys are lucky to be able to catch this man!

Presenting to you!:

Yes,its Myint for Goodness sake!
we tricked him it was Cyn's birthday and this was what he did.
Nice..

I guess its pretty much time for me to end this post.
I rather you guys have lesser to read,
than see the man himself blabber under the influence of alcohol.
So, tata!

shall i compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate.

AMOR'S BIG DAY

2009-02-14T17:42:00.003+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: STILL UNFAITHFUL - KHRL (KHAIRUL AMIR BIN DESUKI)

14th February.
The date which most girls would have circled on their fanciful calendar,
dressing up,
awaiting for their date to whisper some sweet praises into their ears.
Yeah, how sweet,
that's what all think.

Half the day has passed,
and having chocked on the strong scent of perfumes on the train just now,
so and here i am.
Sitting in front of the screen,
gibbering here.

Apparently,seems like Cupid here did not include me in his plans this year,
so oh well,
I'll see things myself.
Hopefully tonight will be better off!

Is Cupid always responsible for starry-eyed lovers?

RAINBOW AFTER THEE STORM

2009-02-14T01:36:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: NONE

13th February has been marked as the worse day of 2009.
Problems came knocking on my door,
blasting it wide open.
Troubles bombarded me as though i was a gas molecule being heated at high temperature.

Yes, i was the fool who brought the grave issues upon myself.
Thus there wasn't anyone to blame.
I might have lost a friend,
in a way or another.
My greed resulted in family problems.
Damn, ive been a pretty bad kid after all.

Well, nevertheless, i was not excluded as well.
Hurt and sorrow was i felt.
I never did want things to go this way,
and i never would.

I miss chatting with you,
hanging out like there wasn't tomorrow.
And i do hope that we still can.

However, after experiencing all the grief,
i realized how important this close group of friends were to my life.
And yes Panda, you've slowly entered.
Thank you to all.

And yes, a happy valentine's day to you guys as well.

Don't ever look back,
it will tear us apart.

ORANJE

2009-02-13T01:08:00.004+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: GRACE KELLY - MIKA

KACHING!
Nah, that was just the ending of the song.

Well, ive been gobbling down tiny mandarin oranges this few days.
The very reason for that is cos CNY has ended,
and i would have to wait another year to enjoy them!
And damn, that resulted in me having a slight sore throat and heat in me.

this is the culprit!!!

Alright alright, too much of nonsense,
i never wanted this page to be circus,
and it shall never be.
So yeap.

It has been pretty different at OPC recently,
since we have this panda over studying and fooling around with you.
Kinda enjoy that!

I've been pondering too.
People come and go, isn't it?
I guess so.

Nostalgia isn't what it used to be.
Oh well...
If you get what i mean,that is....

HMMMM.. WELL...

2009-02-12T00:45:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: MAYBE - SECONDHAND SERENADE

Damn, this is definitely the very first time im taking more than a century to complete game.
Especially im in love with the whole series!
Screw you GTA!
but oh well, at least i can spend my time in the world of imagination and all.

Well, there isn't much happening around me,
all except Mr chai leaving his page stagnant,
and i guess that's pretty much it.

So,get back and hit your books man!
Ciao!

maybe,
maybe it's just me

3 DAYS

2009-02-11T00:40:00.004+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: LOVE STORY - TAYLOR SWIFT

Right, i've not been writing on this page for 3 days.
I know none of you miss me,
so its practically alright.

Well, I spent the previous 3 days pretty wisely, i've to say.

I :
1.Met up with MBZR
2. Read up on Econs.
3. Wrote an essay for Jerren.
4. Had a enjoyable chat with panda.

Oh yes, its James's birthday,
belated i mean.
And this is what he has to say:

JAMES: YES! IM OLDER THAN YOU BITCHES.

JAMES: AND IM GOING TO GET DRUNK AT MY PARTY!

You got owned!
very badly indeed.

Oh, i forgot.
I just realized something yesterday.

Me: Aiyah, girls are the one who are the more fortunate and happy when in courtship.

MBZR: YAH! That is the only time when guys treat girls best!

i really wonder...

KNOW HOW JUST TO FACE THE TRUTH

2009-02-08T02:52:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: MAKING LOVE OUT OF NOTHING AT ALL - AIR SUPPLY

I just needed someone to talk to,
someone close.
Yet, I did not see the open doors that Evanesence mentioned.

Maybe your definition of friends somehow differed from mine,
but it couldn't be that far off,
as to not hear me out.
I really wish its a two way thing, rather than one sided.

I'm sorry im saying all this,
it isn't all that easy to take.
I just hope we were better friends,
and life would be easier for both you and me.

I know the night is fading,
and I know when to let you loose.

CONDOLENCES

2009-02-07T02:24:00.002+08:00

I'm not here to rant,
nor to repine about anything.
It's just not right today.

I offer my deepest condolences to you,
and wish you would stand strong.

That's all I can say.
I hope you do pick yourself up.

life's fragile.
cherish it.

your friend,
ruijie.

NONE

2009-02-06T00:53:00.009+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: NONE

Rebecca kaleidoscopes:Are you still entangled in it?

*ruijie relive the days of glory:well, here and there lah

Rebecca kaleidoscopes:I thought you were already removing the vines that were binding you?

*ruijie relive the days of glory:less entangled than usual

*ruijie relive the days of glory:suprisingly, after the vines were gone, i stood there pondering whether to go or stay.

Rebecca kaleidoscopes:Ai-yo

Rebecca kaleidoscopes:Xian sheng ar

*ruijie relive the days of glory:well, its the shackles that i've to remove myself from

*ruijie relive the days of glory:and the key is in my hand

Rebecca kaleidoscopes:Yes, you know it's in your hand

Rebecca kaleidoscopes:Hmm, so it's back to being in a dilemma of the old one?

Apparently, yes.

once an art,
just like love was.

DOWN IT BITCH!

2009-02-05T00:42:00.004+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: LABELS OR LOVE - FERGIE

12.43am.
Way early for me to be writing a post.

Here i am,
blasting the sound waves into my ears with my headset on,
while the guys are at OPC drinking.
Headed back early,
since i wasn't in the mood

Damn,
everyone had their share of sorrow to share.
I had mine, or rather, have mine.
But i chose not to tell.
I don't even know where i should start.

I ought to blame myself for everything.
I gave my share,
received what i deserved,
so why the fuck am i having low spirits and fretting over nothing at all.

Man,
i gotta take things easy.
that's it for today.

Pass me by glass will you?
tequila please.

down my sorrow,

i'm feeling that low.

well,thank you then.

ONLY IF WERE.....

2009-02-04T00:06:00.004+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: LIVE IN THE CARTOON THE MOTION ( CONCERT) - MIKA

Apparently, all the work out has done me good.
Have been shaking off weight,
and no longer do i look like a Drowzee (Pokemon character fyi)
i'm much fitter than before.

Guess OPSS did benefit me a great deal,
gave me the perseverance that i never knew of in myself.
Appreciate that,
especially Coach Robin for instilling it in me when i first wanted to give up hockey.

That's pretty much it.
Gotta go meet Nig in a minute before i hit the snooze button.
Ciaos!

feelings' bottled up,
just like in a shisha.
The midst blinds me,
the bubbles hinder me.
God.

If only you were talking about me.

WHAT?

2009-02-03T00:18:00.004+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: DEAD & GONE - T.I.

Well, it's the mixed feelings hitting me once again.
I'm uncertain what's the commotion in me.

Tried to fix it,
but it never did work.

A night of self awkwardness,
what's worse?
i wonder.

don't be a bitch.

BLAH BLAH BLAH

2009-02-02T01:47:00.004+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: SUPERWOMAN - GARY

Apparently, i got to discover that this clown has a similar Blog as mine.
Even the first post has the same title.
How gay can this boy be?
well, it none other than Mr Jerren Chua Rong Ker!
Do visit www.jerrenchua.blogspot.com and you'll get what i meant.

Hit town with the ABC, caught Bridal Wars,
which was moderately humdrum.
It was too much of a chick flick and thus i don't quite fancy it.
However, was feeling pretty contented that i was able to cheer the ABC up,
since she was feeling down,
much due to stress.

That's all the time i've got here,
since its like 2 in the morning and i need my beauty sleep badly.
So tata!

the past's the past.
threw in the towel like you asked.

CINTA KAU?

2009-02-01T02:22:00.003+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: DEWI - DEWA 19

Chill, you aren't at the wrong place.
I suppose its a little strange to start off with a Malay title since i'm a yellow boy.
My Malay is way off standard,
but i still understand adequate Malay to comprehend this song.

Well, it's been a long time since i got hooked up with this genre of music.
And yes, it had sent me thinking once again.

Aku cinta padamu sampai mati?
mungkin.

THE GREAT LEAP

2009-01-31T03:05:00.003+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: LOVE YOU SO MUCH - DAVID TAO

Chinese New year hasn't been such a bummer as i thought it would be.
Had a groovy time with the guys,
visiting each others' crib and stuff.

Well, i've received my posting results.
Ought to sincerely thank God,
or Gods since i don't know if any exists.
Was extremely delighted since i was able to pursue something that i had a thing for.

Hit vocal sessions with usual today,
and guess what?
we have a dolt face here!

don't screw me jarweee!

right right, that's pretty much it.

voices of fear,
both from within and without,
can only be dispelled by trusting the voices that come from the heart.
Thus be still and listen to it.

2:31

2009-01-28T02:31:00.000+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: NONE

Guess i shouldn't just give up like this.

love is not a sprint.
It's a marathon;
a relentless pursuit that only ends when she falls into your arm,
or hits you with the pepper spray.

ciaos

TURN BACK TIME

2009-01-27T02:08:00.005+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: WHEREVER YOU WILL GO - THE CALLING

If I could turn back time,
I'll go wherever you will go.

Well, just when i thought things could only get better,
it got more disastrous.
Turning over a new leaf was on my list,
but it was too late,
i lost too much.

After spending much of my New year cogitating.
i decided to set my heart on making amendments
Make it up to those i've once hurt,
or done wrong to.
It's much like the list that Earl ( TV SERIES, MY NAME IS EARL) had.

I've been too much of a bad boy,
so ive embarked on this journey which many might call me feebleminded,
or maybe dumb, since feelbeminded is too strong.

Oh well,
the best i can do now is give a good justification and apologies.

ps: i know its a little too boring without any photos,but i dont have my camera with me

AFTERMATH OF TWILIGHT

2009-01-25T11:39:00.002+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: WING CRIES MARY - JAMIE CULLUM

Its been like eons since i met up with Ting ting,
and finally i did so yesterday at Hadji lane yesterday.
Was pretty surprising that we met up so early for shisha,
since MT is normally the one canceling the meet ups or late for it.
Take no offense yeah?

The meet up was kind of fantastic,
much because we weren't packed for the day.
Spend largely 3 hours on the bull session and nothing else.
Nice.

Well, no photo for this post by the way,
and that was due to me being a retarded kid.
i brought my camera out,
but left the memory card at my crib.
Damn, became the laughing stock,
and butt of the joke then.

And yes, i guess the twilight of my life,
or maybe my business has ceased.
so yeah,
guess i've to take thing easy,
AGAIN.

Rough route i chosen,
and i can't see where the light is.

LAST WORDS.

2009-01-25T00:19:00.003+08:00

MUSIC CURRENTLY PLAYED: NONE

Well, i ought to thank you then.
Thanks for waking me up.
I really don't see much of a point for me to persist on now.
Everything is over and done with and you have made your stand real crystal clear.

I won't stand it your way ever again,
holding you back.
Not just cos i didn't have the right to,
but cos we both have a life to live.

Maybe you should have said all this way earlier,
might have saved some agony for both you and me.
I admit that i was large at fault,
and i apologies for that.

Let's just not cross each others path,
and let nature take its place.
Friends, or foes?
we'll see.

Take care,
and may God bless you.
thank you.